Inktober #1 – Dream!

Inktober #1 – Dream!
Lil Bunio dreams of becoming big demon bun and wants Sadistic Bunny to be proud of him uwu
Hi guys, Im back :> ya missed me~? I know today is 20th aaaand I just came with 1st one for Inktober but whatever, we will see if I will be able to catch up ;D honestly, I gonna draw as many promps as I will be able to, I need to go back to drawing for real cause my hands act like I don’t know how to draw anymore >XD

Im finally staring to feel better, there is still very long way for full recovery but yeah, Im not dead anymore ;p
Im not going to sugarcoat, its hard; my physical and mental state and my limitations makes me disabled in social standards – I will be trying to have it officially as perhaps then I would have more support I need and people wont judge me only cause my illnesses are less visible ;-;
I think Im going to start gofundme campaign very soon, right now we have only my husband's income and my parents pay for medical stuff so its quite hard. Idea is that I would make campaign to be able to 'survive for one year and buy stuff which would help me become full time creator'. Which would be money for my health related stuff, food [better, more healthy one would be super helpful], some stuff for art/work related things [like better graphic display and new graphic card, sadly its very visible for me it aged a lot ;-;], swimming pool entry [one of few things Im actually able to do and it helps a lot with my pain], starting own business payments. I need to look this up, I will keep you updated.
Both my physical and mental state suffers a lot from doing normal life like other people do. My illnesses and fact Im unable to function like others makes me actually disabled for normal standards. I often hate that people cant see my pain, I would love to be able give people 5 minutes of sensation of being myself, I feel this would make people treat me better ;p Trust me, I would love to be able live like ‘normal people’. But yeah, we have to work with what we have huh? I will do my best to make living from being artist + record on YT, I will just try that site to try make it easier